Due to the fact that this industry plays the worst mind games on your self-confidence, I often find myself before the Lord asking Him to either confirm this path I am on with some progress, or give me another desire. I feel like a begger asking the Lord to throw me a bone to chew on to tide me over until the big break comes. Well, two weeks ago I had one of these moments on the way home from work. What I love about the Lord is that He wants us to be honest with him all the time, even if that means that we sometimes have to express our anger towards God. During this drive home, I pretty much laid it all out there and begged God to either show me some progress, or take me away from here. God must have been laughing the whole time because no sooner had the words exited my mouth when the confirmations started pouring in. Two National Commercial Auditions, followed by TWO Callbacks and ONE Avail, THREE short film auditions, ONE booking, and the verdict still out on ONE, and ONE general meeting about a TV SPEC Comedy pilot. Oh, and not to mention the fact, that I was contacted out of the blue by an old contact requesting my reel and headshot for a new project with Jack Black in Louisiana. I think I get the picture, God. As my Dad pointed out yesterday, "God is faithful to throw you the bone. I wonder what would happen if you asked God for the meat as well." Only time will tell, but the Lord has been faithful thus far, and He has confirmed my existence in Los Angeles once again. So, I stay, and work with tenacity towards the goal that lies ahead.
